Ode To My Family

I've been thinking a lot lately...<--sampe susah tidur, kebanyakan makan-->selera makan ga mungkin ilang, and puyenggg...pikirannya ya paling2 tentang kerjaan, apa yang harus aku lakukan nanti2, dan...tentang...keluarga...Well, I think I miss them...Papa sudah meninggal 8 thn yang lalu, mama jauh di Baturaja, Cici susah ditemui, and Philip yang suka ngilang...lagu2 ini untuk mereka..

To My Mama..

Mama - Spice girls

She used to be my only enemy and never let me free,

Catching me in places that I know I shouldn't be,

Every other day I crossed the line,

I didn't mean to be so bad,

I never thought you would become the friend I never had.

*Back then I didn't know why,why you were misunderstood,

So now I see through your eyes,all that you did was love,

Mama I love you, Mama I care,

Mama I love you, Mama my friend,You're My friend.

I didn't want to hear it then butI'm not ashamed to say it now,

Every little thing yousaid and did was right for me,

I had a lot of time to think about,about the way I used to be,

Never had a sense of my responsibility.

(back to *)

To My Sister and Brother

-ini aga ga nyambung, tapi aku suka part2 yang aku tulis di blog ini-

It's Hard to Say Goodbye-Paul Anka

There’s something in your eyes,

That’s far too revealing

Why must it be like this?

A love without feeling

There’s something wrong with you I know, I see it in your eyes

Believe me when I say,It’s gonna be ok

I’ll never try to hold you back

I wouldn’t try controlling you

If it’s what you want,It’s what I want

I want what’s best for you

And if there’s something else that you’re looking for

I’ll be the first to help you try

Believe me when I say,

It’s hard to say, goodbye

To My Papa..

-This is the saddest part-

Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again - from "Phantom Of The Opera"

You were once my one companion, you were all that mattered

You were once a friend and father, then my world was shattered

Wishing you were somehow here again

Wishing you were somehow near

Sometimes it seemed if I just dreamed,

Somehow you would be here

Wishing I could hear your voice again

Knowing that I never would

Dreaming of you won't help me to do

All that you dreamed I could

Passing bells and sculpted angels, cold and monumental

Seem for you the wrong companionsYou were warm and gentle

Too many years fighting back tears

Why can't the past just die?
Wishing you were somehow here again

Knowing we must say goodbye

Try to forgive, teach me to live

Give me the strength to try

No more memories, no more silent tears

No more gazing across the wasted years

Help me say goodbye...

Help me say goodbye...